Forgive

and Oh Wow this is still so hard for me, it is going to be a process, it is slowly letting go of the ways I have been hurt. It is making sure that I don't continue to hold on to the past... eventually it will probably mean making the phone call, talking it out and moving forward. It is a lot of things and I think about it often but I am not humble enough yet I guess to give in and call I still feel like I shouldn't have to that it is not part of the forgiveness. BUT it is part of the moving on and I will continue to find reasons to be upset until I do so.... Keep praying for the courage and straightening, humbling myself until the time I am ready!