I believe I have done it. I have forgiven! I know that sounds interesting, I sent the email, you know that one that is saying lets move on, lets forget about the hurt and become more. I feel like that was the last step to my process. It has clearly been on my mind for months, no one pushed me toward it no one told me it would be the right thing to do. Well I wouldn't say that no one told me it was the right thing to do, the spirit prompted me often, god encouraged me and helped me swallow my pride.
I feel better, lighter, I feel more peace about the situation than ever before. It was my choice to forgive and hopefully I will to be forgiven but if not that is the choice I can not make for someone else. It is a wonderful feeling, it puts a deep amount of love in my heart for her and her family. I have not received a response and I know that I might not receive one and that I may not like the one that I receive if I do. That changes nothing, She has her right to wait and work through her trials the same way I have mine for her it will also never be too late! It truly was not too late for me to forgive!
